How would you cope with the guilt of cheating on a loved one?
Especially one who continues to love you as though nothing is going on?
I know it’s “harmless”, there is no sex involved, just a lot of stroking and caressing. Maybe the occasional licking. Of fingers, I mean. By the other party.
But I can’t shake off the guilty feeling I get every time I do it.
I would love to say that I can’t help it, but I would be lying. I don’t know why I seem to attract these advances and it’s so difficult to resist and just walk away.
Those few moments of pleasure are always followed by a feeling of betrayal which gets worse as I approach the home we share.
I always pray that I’m not greeted at the door so I can sneak in and get to the bathroom and wash off whatever scent there is.
I usually get away with it but there is always the nagging thought that Jerry knows.
After all, dogs do have a powerful sense of smell so I’m sure he can detect the scent of another dog on my body.
Happy weekend, everyone!